Hazel has left me unrestricted for the week, so I've imposed my own restriction.
I'm not touching my cock sexually unless I'm buttplugged.
Doing this from Monday through to Sunday (when I next see Hazel). And expecting then she'll leave me locked in cb until the club we're going to the following Friday!
Last night I was plugged in bed, and slept that way for several hours.
Wednesday, 29 January 2014
Tuesday, 21 January 2014
Remaining tasks completed
On Thursday I had to complete the next part of my
instructions from Hazel.
First was to cum in 30 seconds. I tried, knowing it to be
near-impossible from a ‘standing start’, and failed. Then in the evening I went
to a meeting wearing a rubber teeshirt and Lycra leggings under normal
clothing. As ever, I felt a little self-conscious in a room of ‘normal’ people
while feeling the cool rubber against my skin.
Friday I was instructed to put clothes pegs on myself and
take a picture for Hazel – she said she enjoyed seeing all the pegs around my
cock and balls. Then no underwear for the day in work.
I was due to meet friends for a drink that evening, but had
to wear a Lycra unitard and a buttplug, and to apply some ‘deep heat’ cream. I
don’t know if the intention was for the deep heat to be applied to the plug but
I’ve never done that so instead used it on my balls, where it gave a gentle
warming sensation for about 20 minutes – not as intense as I’d expected, which
might have been the clothing/walking or just the quantity. The unitard meant I
had to use the cubicle to use the toilet all evening. The plug reminded me of
its presence all evening, until I got home and removed it at around midnight.
On Saturday we were due to meet some vanilla friends, but I
thought I’d keep it interesting by wearing a cock cage and a chain around my
neck locked with a padlock (out of sight) and give Hazel the keys. She had a
week earlier put a padlock in my PA cock piercing so I had to use a large cock
cage to accommodate it. Fortunately the friends didn’t spot the rather obvious
bulge in my jeans or comment on the chain.
Saturday evening Hazel remove the cock cage and PA lock after
some encouragement (she received an appropriate reward for that) but I didn’t
ask her to remove the neck chain til Sunday evening.
Wednesday, 15 January 2014
Wednesday's tasks completed
On Sunday I was
set an assortment of tasks by Hazel. So far I’m half way through them.
Monday and
Tuesday was ‘no touching’. Although I don’t touch my cock all the time, I
notice it more when I’m not allowed to touch it, and it does twitch curiously
when it’s not given attention.
Today (Wednesday)
the first task was to cum in the shower. That was harder than I expected –
think it’s more awkward trying to cum in situations I’m not used to, and the
water’s quite distracting – but I managed it J
Then I had to
cum at work. That’s always quite stressful, I went to the toilet and had to use
hand cleaner as lube to tug away in the place that such things are not supposed
to happen. I managed it (not very satisfying) and had to immediately flush it
away. I returned to the office, hopefully not looking too guilty. My
instructions were to record it on my phone but couldn’t see any way to control
the cum (try to flush it fast to avoid smell) and hold camera at the same time.
Next, in the
evening I put on a red zentai, padlocked chain from neck to radiator, padlocked
chain from ankle to radiator, handcuffs, TENS pads on arse, blindfold under
zentai and zentai zips padlocked together. There was a timer counting down 20
minutes, which of course I couldn’t see, while I tweaked the settings on the
TENS machine.
So I lay there
for 20 minutes, feeling a constant zapping from the machine and once I got used
to it I upped the power or changed the setting. Laying there in the dark,
wondering how long to go, feeling the restriction of chains and cuffs. Several
times I thought ‘probably been about long enough now’. Eventually, I heard the
beep of my timer.
The next part
of the task required that I turn off the TENS and remove the handcuffs, so I
had to grope around for the keys. Then I unzipped the arse zip of my zentai and
got my dildo out. My original plan was to put on a rubber glove (surgical
style) but it turns out that’s nearly impossible if you can’t see anything and
you’re already wearing cotton/Lycra zentai gloves as you can’t see or feel
which way around the glove goes. So I had to lube up my zentai hand and use it
to lube my arse and dildo. Then, in line with instructions, I fucked myself
with it. When I’d had enough, I unlocked all of the locks while blinded, the
last one being the lock on my zentai enabling me to remove the blindfold.
As if all that
wasn’t enough, my next task was to go to a nearby public toilet and have a
ruined orgasm. I was to wear only thong leotard, shorts and coat (and
presumably footwear). The weather here recently has been cold, wet and
occasionally raining so shorts would seem a little odd. However, I decided (not
necessarily a good idea!) to wear cycle shorts, as they were more kinky, not
really any shorter than normal shorts and I have some thick cotton ones which
would be fairly warm. And I wore some nearly-knee-high platform boots to cover
more leg. Meanwhile the thong of the leotard was cutting high into my arse.
I set out,
feeling very self-conscious in bad drizzly weather wearing tight shorts, my pale
knees being very visible in the dark to anyone looking. I took a long way
around to the toilets to avoid some of the more public areas. At one point a
car beeped its horn, I don’t know if that was aimed at me but it could well
have been since I must have looked quite strange. As I approached them I
noticed someone just behind me walking the same way, I did wonder if he was
doing the same thing but he walked past.
I got into the toilet
cubicle and stripped down. I tried to wear just the thong leotard but the floor
was so cold and wet I had to put the boots back on. I started playing with my
cock, thinking about the fact that I’d have to go home feeling the same self-consciousness
as I had nothing with me to cover myself other than the cycle shorts. After
about 10 minutes I blew my load, limiting the contact so ruining the orgasm as
it dripped from my cock. My instruction was to roll on the floor in the cum but
the room was too small and the floor too cold to be able to do that, so instead
I picked it up and smeared it on my leotard, achieving the same thing.
I tidied up,
dressed and left. Once again, after cumming I felt more confident and less
concerned about being spotted in shorts, although I still went home the long
way avoiding the public. Once home, as instructed, I showered in leotard,
sometimes running the water quite cold, and stripped it off.
That was a
fairly busy day of instructions, I’m please I have a relatively easy time for
the rest of the week (although Friday involves going out buttplugged which can
be scary).
Sunday, 12 January 2014
More instructions
I’m due to meet Hazel next weekend. I suggested she
send me some instruction for me from Wednesday until I see her, and she responded with:
What about Monday and Tuesday? I think no touching from midnight Sunday til Wednesday morning when you wank once in the shower
and watch as it washes away down the plughole, then at lunch time you are to
cum at work and film it on your phone.
Well Wednesday evening can be spent in zentai suit,
cuffs, tens unit and chained to the radiator for at least 20 minutes. When the
timer beeps you are to use a small vibe or dildo to fuck yourself in the arse.
Then once done you can wear your skimpy Thong leotard, shorts and coat then go to
a local public toilet and ruin your orgasm at least once letting drop it to the
floor then roll around on the floor in your cum then come home to have a cold
shower rubbing your face in your spoiled leotard as you rinse it in the shower
with you.
Thursday morning you can cum once but you only have
30 seconds in which to do it and at night when you go out methinks you can have
ball stretcher under leggings and rubber vest under your top. On the way out
you are not give eye contact unless spoken to and keep your hands in your
pockets while walking.
Friday, no touching. Morning you can put 20 pegs on
body where ever you think would please me and send a picture to me and then at
work you are to wear no underwear. Friday night you are to wear your unitard at
the pub with a butt plug with application of deep heat - should keep you
amused.
This is the modified list, we renegotiated a few
things, such as I was originally to spend an hour chained to a radiator on
Wednesday night. It's still a fairly scary list of instructions, but I'll do my best to comply.
Thursday, 2 January 2014
4 day lockup
Hazel and I have been having a fun and social and kinky few
weeks over the holidays. I mostly kept Hazel chained to the radiator when she
was not in use, and when away from me spent a few days wearing chains padlocked
around her neck and waist.
We were due to the very un-kinky task of visiting my parents
for a few days, so I suggested making it a little more ‘interesting’ by keeping
me locked in my small chastity device while there. That would be from 28th
to 30th December, so I suggested she keep me in until ‘next year’,
which would be 4 days locked, one more than the last lockup she had me in.
She agreed to all that, but decided on the day before lockup
I should only have ruined orgasms. This added a little frustration to the
experience, but a little extra thrill too.
I locked up and remained that way during the parental visit
(uneventful except for getting horny overnight) and for the next day with
Hazel, when I was still expected to keep her satisfied. On the morning of New Year’s
Eve she used my Kitchen Safe to secure the cb keys for another 24 hours to
bring my lockup to 4 days, plus an extra hour just for luck.
Kitchen Safe is a product I came across recently, which is a
‘cookie jar’ type box with a time controlled lock. Once the time is set and the
box closed, it will only open once the time has passed. Designed for sweets and
cigarettes but ideal for bondage and chastity games – see http://www.thekitchensafe.com/
On New Year’s Day the safe opened and I was able to retrieve
my keys. It was good to finally unlock although I wasn’t as ‘on edge’ as I
expected, perhaps due to suffering with a cold at the same time. I cum 4 times
that day, although curiously none were very powerfully orgasmic.
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