More denial

After the first England world cup game ended at 2:1, I had to spend 3 days in chastity denial. Then after 2 days of freedom (and quite a lot of cumming!) the next England match also ended 2:1 which lead to another 3 days of denial. Since England lost both, I had to ruin my orgasm after the first and will have to after the second.

Fortunately Hazel was available during both denial periods, and since the 'denial' is only for self-induced orgasms, she was able to assist me in relieving my frustration (sometimes assisted by handcuffs etc).

Meanwhile I've been getting more adventurous with jogging (10 minutes a day), on the one hand wearing more 'interesting' clothes (cycle shorts, little jogging shorts, one-piece cycle skinsuit and my most daring yet, just a Lycra unitard with no padding or covering) and on the other hand, having 'interesting' things going on underneath (chastity device, buttplug, cockring). A part of the incentive of keeping up daily jogging is being able to experiment with alternative things to wear while doing it, which so far is working out well.

World cup and orgasm denial

Just to make the world cup a little more 'interesting', I'm going to engage in some orgasm denial based on the results.

So, for each of the England games during the group phase, for each goal that's scored during the match by either team, I'll spend a day without orgasm (so if the score is 2-1 I'll spend 3 days without cumming) starting from the end of the match. Then after that time, if England lost or drew the match my next orgasm will be ruined, if they won then a normal orgasm will be allowed.

If England should make the quarter final, I'll spend 2 days per goal without orgasm. If semi-final, 3 days, if final, 4 days and if in the play off for third place, 2 days. If the score is high and I'm still unable to cum by the time the next match happens I'll add the remaining time on at the end of the next match time (whether the orgasm is ruined or not will be defined by the most recent match).

During the orgasm denied time I can still play and edge as long as I don't cum. More specifically, I'm not allowed to cum by my hand but doesn't restrict the 'assistance' of Hazel if she's kind enough to help me out.

Should make for an interesting world cup time!

CB for a week

One of the things that's limited my time in chastity has been that one of my cock piercings (frenum) closes up a little after leaving it a while without any jewellery in it, which means a chastity device has to have something in the piercing or not be on too long (few days). I have a few devices that secure through the piercing but they have their own challenges.

I recently got a small piercing jewellery bar which fits through my frenum and is small enough to go inside my large steelheart tube and doesn't make a knocking noise.

So, by way of test and encouragement from Hazel, I recently spent a week in my large steelheart with that bar inside. Seemed reasonably successful, the piercing was fine afterwards. It had the usual effects of causing me some trouble sleeping, and of course keeping me horny and frustrated!

The sleep problems and the challenging of hiding the bulge (no tight shorts!) means it's not something I'd want to do 'all the time', but nice to know I can cope with a week 'or more' if I should need to do so.

Kinky jogging

I’ve started jogging – only about 5 minutes a day, around the streets around my house. But to keep it interesting, I’ve been using it as an excuse to slip into kinky gear in public.

I’ve always been a fan of cycle shorts and short little jogging shorts, both of which I feel very self-conscious wearing while shopping etc. But they’re quite legitimate things to jog in!

For details of each run, see http://wiki.mortice.org/index.php/JogLog

I’ve taken to adding a butt plug, which is a nice feeling, not too distracting and no danger of falling out yet.

My hope is to get more adventurous, both with sporty visible wear and with kinky things underneath... open to suggestions there!

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Frustrating week

Hazel decided last weekend that I'd had it 'too easy' recently, so told me that this week all orgasms should be ruined. However, on Tuesday she additionally decided that any (ruined orgasm) would have to take place in a local public toilet, or if I was going to do it at home then I'd have to eat it!

I find it quite tough eating my cum (horrible stuff), and tough ruining my orgasms, and tough having to go out to do it, so having to do two of those three was 'not ideal'. However, regardless of the hardship, the thought of having to go through these things was also quite a turn-on, which of course lead to the need to do them... there wasn't really any realistic option for getting away with just not touching myself at all.

I ruined and ate twice at home Wednesday, then on Thursday decided I should really trek out to the public toilet (just "because it's there" really). I put on a boilersuit (naked underneath) and rubber shoes and headed out to the toilet. I did consider cycle shorts or running tights but it was getting cool in the evening.

When I got to the toilet and locked the door I stripped down except for shoes (the toilet is an auto-cleaning one so always a wet floor). I tugged away while thinking through the strange kinky situation I was in, and eventually had to let go of my cock as my cum splattered on the floor - it was a ruined orgasm but at least I didn't have to eat it. I got dressed and returned home, feeling once again less nervous and awkward on the way home than I did on the way out, despite my strange outfit.

I spoke to Hazel on the phone, who told me she'd decided I should wear some rubber all day tomorrow. I had met my 'weekly minimum quota' of wearing rubber (currently 11 hours) on Monday, but will be likely to repeat that tomorrow.

The positive part of all this (despite being very frustrating and horny and kinky) is that each of these tasks earns Schweinehund penalty hours, so he'll be locked in his chastity device about another 3 days as a result of my activities this week - nice to know there's some benefit at least :-)

Lockup plugged in rubber

Last weekend Hazel and I were on a relatively kink-free holiday in Birmingham (nice place).

I've been fairly unrestricted recently so Hazel decided I should be locked in cb for a few days. My keys are currently in a time controlled safe (kitchensafe) with a day to go.

Meanwhile my sub has been locked a month and a half and has been occasionally failing tasks which cost him in longer lockup time. Whenever I wear cb, rubber or buttplug it earns him extra time locked, which is encouraging me to do so, then he has to do similar to earn the time back.

We entered into an agreement that I should spend 10 hours a week in some rubber and 3 hours a week plugged, and if I miss those targets he gets a bonus (triple time on certain tasks for the following week) so it's a strong incentive for me to do those things (which I keep thinking I should do more often).

So currently I'm in cb and buttplugged underneath my pink neck entry shortie rubber suit for the evening!