New keyholder!

Last Saturday evening I was chatting to a guy online, Jerry, who is himself locked in a chastity device.

He talked me into locking myself up for the evening, and we discussed what should happen next. After negotiation, we ended up that on the Sunday I should unlock and edge myself for an hour but not cum, then lock up again and stay locked until the evening. I quite like a free Sunday but it's nice to be told what to do, and the idea of getting to unlock and edge but not cum was quite hot, so I went with it, I agreed to the plan knowing I would do my best to stick to what I'd agreed to do.

After going for a jog Sunday morning (butt plugged in tight lycra running tights not hiding the cb very well) I unlocked and edged, getting close to cumming a few times. But knowing I was not allowed to push myself over the edge got me all the more horny, and eventually I locked up again feeling frustrated at the edging but pleased I was successfully denied.

I saw him online again in the afternoon and we chatted some more. He somehow talked me into not cumming in the evening, just edging then relocking, and I went with this, knowing I'd end up having to go to work locked up in the morning. I could tell he was pitching the domination well, not being too over-bearing but not letting me get away with too much. As such, he was succeeding in getting me to do things I don't usually do in this sort of situation - he was doing a lot better than many I've chatted to like this in the past.

Monday evening I let him take control of my MortiSafe, so the safe kept my cb keys secured and he could control when it would unlock. Of course, there's always emergency ways around the security (the safe has a physical key) but it was a significant psychological step letting him secure the keys and so trusting him to make best judgements about when I should or should not be allowed to remove my cb and edge or cum. I found myself at a point where seeing what being controlled by him would be like was more important than my own uncontrolled self-gratification, so I gave up control.

On Tuesday evening he let me cum, but only after I'd edged for an hour and then I had to cum into a glass and drink it. He told me I would always have to 'clean up' after myself like this. I hate the taste of cum but I do find it very submissive to have to eat my own, and to be ordered to do so. I blew my load into the glass on his instruction, then drank it all down.

This developed over the next few days, and he kept saying all the right things, not being too over powering to put me off but not letting me get bored either. He decided I should no longer consider that I had a cock but that I had a clit instead which he would keep secured. He said I would not necessarily be in long term denial but I would be in long term control.

On Wednesday my 'Tube Jacket' cb arrived from Steelworxx, which I'd ordered in December. Jerry released my safe and ordered me to unlock my cb and, after edging while plugged, replace it with the tube jacket. It worked very well, covering my sensitive parts and staying very secured through a pin through my PA piercing, but being much less covering than my standard cage type device, so easier to hide under clothes, easier to sleep with etc.

He told me to stay plugged until it got uncomfortable and keep the jacket on while it was still comfortable. I woke up the next day still plugged (always nice to do, but can be hit-and-miss) and still locked in the jacket, which when I got hard in the morning (as I often do) was not 100% comfortable but still better than the cage devices I'm used to. It doesn't seem a bad thing that the device that's supposed to stop me playing is uncomfortable when I'm hard in it - punishment for horniness.

So it seems like I have a keyholder and a Master who's going to keep me horny and keep me under control. Been a long time coming (as it were!) seems to be going well for the moment but we're only 5 days into this so shall see how it goes.

Creative ordering

I was chatting to a friend online who was talking about the idea of setting subs orders that aren't necessarily kinky or restrictive but are just there to give the sub a feeling that they're not in control.

To this end, he set me an order, which I accepted. The order was to not sleep in my bed that night.

It's clearly a non-sexual order but for some reason I found it very appealing and quite a turn-on!

I cleared my sofa and got a duvet and pillow to make it comfortable sleeping there. I considered wearing something like a zentai, but settled for a cotton onesie which would probably be more comfortable. I was anticipating having a hard time sleeping on the sofa (so didn't want things to be harder due to clothing choice) but as it turned out, I slept very well even though I'm taller than the sofa is long.

I considered locking on a cb too, but decided against it, partly because it wasn't a part of the original order and being ordered to lock up is lots more fun than choosing it myself, and partly because I tend to sleep better unlock (although that's very random).

It was weird waking up in a strange place, and of course as soon as I remembered what I was doing it reminded me of the guy who ordered it, and I was pleased I'd been able to complete his order as instructed.

3D printed chastity device

I bought a 3d printed chastity device. It's quite impressive, clearly designed from the ground up rather than being a clone of an existing design, and the locking mechanism is very clever, being able to take a variety of types of lock.

See pics here:

http://gallery.mortice.org/cgi-bin/thumb.cgi?cat_printed=on

You can see a video of it here:

http://www.xtube.com/watch.php?v=6UXqi-G498-

Launched MortiSafe Pro

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Lockup and straitjacket bondage

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Freeee

Friday night I went to a fetish club, wearing a (rather too small for me) little black rubber dress, only just covering my locked up cock and steel butt plug, although didn’t really get any comments about either. At the end of the night my friend returned my cb key, after a little teasing with giving it to someone else.

In the hotel later I got to unlock my cock, which got to see light for the first time in 8 days! But, too drunk and tired, I didn’t do anything with it (except a long awaited cleaning!) and fell asleep. In the morning I felt the joy of being able to get hard without hitting steel! I played a little, which was a great pleasure, but didn’t take it too far.

On my journey home on the train, I wore some cycle bib tights/leggings which are fleecy so quite warm, but also quite tight. So an onlooker would have seen me in big warm jacket, chunky steel heeled NewRock boots and tight leggings with blue stitched patterns down the legs – quite a weird look! I was very self-conscious about it on the train but resisted the temptation to cover up, then went supermarket shopping on the way home with them still exposed. I find it a hot kink to push the consideration of ‘normal’ wear with things like that.

Not sure it's entirely clear from this photo what I was wearing:

I got home in time for my appointment with Mistress Nicole on an online chat. She showed me some pictures of celebrities and took me through a story of their being dominatrixes keeping guys like me locked in chastity. She directed my cock play during that, and eventually let me cum for the first time in 8 days!

Orgasm is a strange animal for me, there’s many characteristics that can affect the quality of sensation that come from it and I often have no idea how one’s going to turn out. Duration since last cum is one of the factors, but it doesn’t always mean longer is better. In this case, I shot out probably the largest glob of cum that I’ve ever shot, it was all over the place! And making that was a hot experience, but not the best orgasm. I don’t know how that is for others, I sometimes find the second cum after a while without is better – perhaps the first takes the immediate pressure and the second is more relaxed. This is perhaps one reason why I’m not that into excessively long term lockups with occasional cum.

I played (and cum!) a few times later on too. I found that my cock skin was getting red and sore and dry and sensitive, particularly around the head but along shaft too – I think due to the long lockup, not due to the activities that when on after release! I guess it’s a consequence of having a device that’s just a steel tube with a hole at the tip, no ventilation and no soaking it (although I did flush it through with soapy water quite a bit). It seems like going longer with the same device would be a bad idea, so perhaps I should look at the more cage style devices which are more exposing (but I think for me easier to ‘cheat’ in, if I should want to).

So all quite a hot experience, not one I’d like to do all the time but great as an occasional thing. It would be as well done with the same sense of control being taken from me, but using something more symbolic like a padlock through piercing or a fairly open cb rather than the one I used.

Day 8

Pleased I survived this long – not been locked this long before, don’t seem to have any sores I’m aware of (was doing a lot of lubing in problem spots). I awoke this morning at about 4am and had difficulty getting back to sleep due to my horniness and hardness.

Looking forward to getting free of tube this evening! But even when unlocked, I’ve said I won’t cum until Saturday when chatting online to Mistress Nicole, which may make for a frustrating night even if it’s not disturbed by cock cage.

Verification pic - for an explanation of this, see Day 1