A controlled week

This is my 100th blog post!

Monday night was frustrating since I was ordered by Hazel to stop touching myself just as I was working up to cumming, and told not to touch again for the evening, then to lock up in cb overnight. I chose quite a large cb to try to minimise the ‘crush’ sensation, but still was woken several times through the night with a frustration I wasn’t allowed to satisfy.

Tuesday I was allowed to cum twice, which I did, once lunchtime and once in the evening, but both times I had to ruin them. So, each time, just before shooting my load I let go of my cock and watched as my cum dribbled out without an orgasm. It’s quite annoying and frustrating working up to a big blow but only be allowed a whimper.

Tuesday evening I had to lock on cb again. But this time I found that at 6am my cock insisted on being hard and wouldn’t go down.  I thought it would be not long until I’d get to unlock anyway, and was in fear of missing a few hours of sleep, so I unlocked it then – technically failing the task!

Wednesday my instruction was that I could play but not cum, unless I was able to achieve 50 press-ups (which Hazel later reduced to 30) in which case I would be allowed to cum. I started my press-ups (naked, of course) but collapsed after only 9! So no chance to be allowed to cum then!

However, when Hazel heard I had not achieved my reward for my task, she decided to punish me by instructing me to put on the cb cockring with spikes around the inside then use it to lock on my small chastity device. She told me to keep it on as long as I could, and I said I’d never dared to try to sleep with it on but I would tonight. She also instructed me to punish myself by browsing porn. I found some hot vids (girls in rubber catsuits!) which got me very hot and frustrated, but strangely the smallness of the cb cage seemed to protect me from the spikes, so they were noticeable but not too painful – when I’ve worn it with larger cb it’s got very painful!

I kept the cb and spikes on overnight, but again woke at 6am, this time in more discomfort due to the spikes as well as the tiny crushing tube, and it wouldn’t go down, so again decided I needed sleep before work tomorrow and unlocked. I was only tasked to stay locked as long as I could and I lasted longer than I expected.

All this time I’ve also been under orders not to wear any underwear to work. I’ve had to wear my baggiest suit trousers or the bulge would be very obvious, and still I’m under paranoia about thinking of something kinky and the bulge getting bigger without anything to hold it in.

Thursday I was tasked not to touch cock except for when I was punishing myself with shocks from a TENS unit. I had the pads on the very tops of my inner thighs (couldn’t get them to stick further in) and worked through the settings. My unit has power levels from 1 to 15. This list is the setting, the description and the maximum level I got to:

A – sharp – 13

B – thuddy – 15

C – sharp pulses – 10 ***

D – thuddy – 14

E – sharp – 9 ***

F – slow ramping up and down – 9 ***

G – sharp pulses – 15

The ones marked *** I stopped because I felt deep muscle twitching which scares me so I stopped it. The others were getting too painful. But all those figures are down to the location of the pads – I’m sure when I have pads on sides of balls (dunno why they ddin’t stick this time) it gets more painful at a lower level.

This week so far has been a lot more involved, kinky, horny, frustrating and fun than I thought it was going to be, and that's all down to Hazel deciding to get tough with me - she's cruel at times, but so nice and sweet with it :-)