Frustrating week

Hazel decided last weekend that I'd had it 'too easy' recently, so told me that this week all orgasms should be ruined. However, on Tuesday she additionally decided that any (ruined orgasm) would have to take place in a local public toilet, or if I was going to do it at home then I'd have to eat it!

I find it quite tough eating my cum (horrible stuff), and tough ruining my orgasms, and tough having to go out to do it, so having to do two of those three was 'not ideal'. However, regardless of the hardship, the thought of having to go through these things was also quite a turn-on, which of course lead to the need to do them... there wasn't really any realistic option for getting away with just not touching myself at all.

I ruined and ate twice at home Wednesday, then on Thursday decided I should really trek out to the public toilet (just "because it's there" really). I put on a boilersuit (naked underneath) and rubber shoes and headed out to the toilet. I did consider cycle shorts or running tights but it was getting cool in the evening.

When I got to the toilet and locked the door I stripped down except for shoes (the toilet is an auto-cleaning one so always a wet floor). I tugged away while thinking through the strange kinky situation I was in, and eventually had to let go of my cock as my cum splattered on the floor - it was a ruined orgasm but at least I didn't have to eat it. I got dressed and returned home, feeling once again less nervous and awkward on the way home than I did on the way out, despite my strange outfit.

I spoke to Hazel on the phone, who told me she'd decided I should wear some rubber all day tomorrow. I had met my 'weekly minimum quota' of wearing rubber (currently 11 hours) on Monday, but will be likely to repeat that tomorrow.

The positive part of all this (despite being very frustrating and horny and kinky) is that each of these tasks earns Schweinehund penalty hours, so he'll be locked in his chastity device about another 3 days as a result of my activities this week - nice to know there's some benefit at least :-)

Lockup plugged in rubber

Last weekend Hazel and I were on a relatively kink-free holiday in Birmingham (nice place).

I've been fairly unrestricted recently so Hazel decided I should be locked in cb for a few days. My keys are currently in a time controlled safe (kitchensafe) with a day to go.

Meanwhile my sub has been locked a month and a half and has been occasionally failing tasks which cost him in longer lockup time. Whenever I wear cb, rubber or buttplug it earns him extra time locked, which is encouraging me to do so, then he has to do similar to earn the time back.

We entered into an agreement that I should spend 10 hours a week in some rubber and 3 hours a week plugged, and if I miss those targets he gets a bonus (triple time on certain tasks for the following week) so it's a strong incentive for me to do those things (which I keep thinking I should do more often).

So currently I'm in cb and buttplugged underneath my pink neck entry shortie rubber suit for the evening!