Cum!

Miss Sarina tasked me today with regularly getting myself hard and horny, and when I felt I was on the edge, stopping and letting go, then later on starting again, which kept peaking my horniness since I'd not cum since Wednesday.

Later on while we were chatting she had me edge myself numerous times, and finally allowed me to cum - but I had to shoot into my hand then eat it, which I hate to do but find it very submissive. The mouthful of cum was horrible but quite worth the orgasm and obeying Miss.

She instructed that I should cum later on, and should sleep in a zentai Lycra suit with the hood down, and could cum again in the morning after edging.

Ceremony

I went out shopping today and was instructed by Miss Sarina to wear a thong leotard and over that purple leggings. She said I could wear jeans over, so I wore ripped jeans to show off the leggings, but I should not wear any teeshirt and when I went into shops I should unzip my jacket. I wore all this, feeling self-conscious about the fact that the front neckline of the leotard was a lot lower than a teeshirt would be, but enjoyed the experience and felt the thong strap up my arse as a reminder

I have agreed with Miss that she'll take control of my cock and balls for a week. Today we had a 'ceremony' to mark the occasion. On camera I put a 'piercing padlock' through my PA piercing, as a mark of her ownership, and she had me tie a red ribbon around my wrist. Both of these are constant reminders of my controlled status.

She told me that I was not to touch her property - contact was okay for cleaning and other necessaries, but no sexual contact at all, unless when she specifically allowed it.

Later I put the key to my piercing padlock into my MortiSafe and gave Miss the details to remotely lock it, so now it's secured for the week.

Miss Sarina

I've recently been chatting to an online Domme, Miss Sarina, and she's been giving me some instructions.

She had me wear a cb to a munch and overnight on Monday, then yesterday had me wear tight cycle shorts as underwear to work and today in a tight skimpy strappy g-string.

We've agreed that she'll take control of me from Saturday for a week, and I've offered that she can take ownership of my cock and balls for the time, so she'll have full control of what happens to her property.

Yesterday she said that it would please her if I didn't cum, and so since then I've not cum. And I realise that she's said that it would please her but for me that's just as strong an incentive as if she'd given strict orders - she's pleased by my frustration, and when I hear she's pleased it makes me pleased and gets me more horny and frustrated, which pleases her even more.