I had to go out for a short trip (glass recycling, only a few minutes down the road) and so, encouraged by a friend, make it 'interesting'...
I was in 3/4 length leggings, a long open vest top and rubbery shoes, and underneath a small rubber cockring. The leggings had no padding (I'm more used to cycle gear) and are very thin so my cock was very exposed (assisted by the cockring) only covered by the length of my teeshirt, but that only just covered it so it could very easily be seen.
There's a grassy area by the recycling depot, so after dropping off the glass I went for a walk around there, and took my shoes off. Walking barefoot through the grass was quite nice, but everywhere away from the grass was quite stoney so would have been painful to walk on.
I did feel self-concious wearing leggings out (didn't see any other guys wearing anything similar, but plenty of girls) but no disaster fell upon me, and I was out for about about 20 minutes in them.
I'd wanted to go buttplugged too, had planned on a 'rattler' (has a ball inside which knocks as I walk) but sometimes I'm not up to keeping one in. A few times earlier in the day I'd tried a plug and had to take it out. Perhaps next time though...
Sunday 30 June 2013
Saturday 29 June 2013
Out in the sun
I've been pushing myself to wear more 'interesting' stuff out, and since it was such a sunny day I made another leap in doing so by wearing probably the least I've worn while out shopping (have worn more interesting stuff on trains etc but not shopping in town).
I was in shorts... these were not the shortest I have but fairly short. High cut at the sides, but at the front about an inch below crotch, and not too tight (though I think if I were hard in them you'd be able to tell very easily). Also wearing a vest top and plastic croc-like sandals, and under the shorts a locking cockring.
I have no doubt I got some odd looks but I wasn't aware of any - no comments or similar. Despite my having shorter shorts than any of the guys in town, and shorter than most of the girls too. People seeing me probably thought 'either a runner or gay' and I didn't run anywhere.
My cock jewellery was a 'smooth segment' PA ring (no ball in the ring but a segment which is almost invisible when in place so it looks like a continuous ring) and another smooth segment ring in my frenum with the ring interlocking with the PA ring. This form a little 'barrier' around my frenum area which gets in the way when I'm trying to rub the sensitive bits (doesn't prevent me cumming but doesn't help). They constantly rattle too. It's quite a nice arrangement, I'll keep it in place a few days.
I'll be going out tomorrow for a short time, not shopping but dropping off recycling, which is a much less 'interactive' process so I can get away with wearing more interesting stuff. Might even wear leggings :)
I was in shorts... these were not the shortest I have but fairly short. High cut at the sides, but at the front about an inch below crotch, and not too tight (though I think if I were hard in them you'd be able to tell very easily). Also wearing a vest top and plastic croc-like sandals, and under the shorts a locking cockring.
I have no doubt I got some odd looks but I wasn't aware of any - no comments or similar. Despite my having shorter shorts than any of the guys in town, and shorter than most of the girls too. People seeing me probably thought 'either a runner or gay' and I didn't run anywhere.
My cock jewellery was a 'smooth segment' PA ring (no ball in the ring but a segment which is almost invisible when in place so it looks like a continuous ring) and another smooth segment ring in my frenum with the ring interlocking with the PA ring. This form a little 'barrier' around my frenum area which gets in the way when I'm trying to rub the sensitive bits (doesn't prevent me cumming but doesn't help). They constantly rattle too. It's quite a nice arrangement, I'll keep it in place a few days.
I'll be going out tomorrow for a short time, not shopping but dropping off recycling, which is a much less 'interactive' process so I can get away with wearing more interesting stuff. Might even wear leggings :)
Thursday 27 June 2013
Wednesday 26 June 2013
Legging walk
I just went out for a 2 minute walk to my nearest postbox (to post MortiSafe parts) while wearing:
* Long very thin very open black vest top
* 3/4 length cycle leggings, skin-tight
* Rubber sandals
...and underneath them...
* Steel buttplug
* The steel chastity device I was ordered to lock myself into yesterday
The experience (mostly the anticipation of it) got me quite horny, ably assisted by the buttplug and ably frustrated by the chastity device!
That's I think the first time I've been out in leggings/tights. A friend is trying to get me used to wearing Lycra gear out in public - shorts and tights/leggings.
I did feel a little self-concious walking out in that lot, but not as much as I thought I would.
* Long very thin very open black vest top
* 3/4 length cycle leggings, skin-tight
* Rubber sandals
...and underneath them...
* Steel buttplug
* The steel chastity device I was ordered to lock myself into yesterday
The experience (mostly the anticipation of it) got me quite horny, ably assisted by the buttplug and ably frustrated by the chastity device!
That's I think the first time I've been out in leggings/tights. A friend is trying to get me used to wearing Lycra gear out in public - shorts and tights/leggings.
I did feel a little self-concious walking out in that lot, but not as much as I thought I would.
Tuesday 25 June 2013
Rubbery munch
At the Reading Munch last night, I wore a purple rubber teeshirt and shorts under teeshirt and jeans.
I like to give subtle hints at the rubber. Usually I do that by wearing a cycle top with a zip at the neck, and through the evening lower the zip a bit to show some of the rubber under. However, yesterday I wore a sleeveless teeshirt which fully covered the rubber at the neck but the arms are quite open so if you should look under my arm you'd see a flash of rubber :)
Under the shorts I was wearing a locking cockring which kept everything snug and tight down there, along with lots of lube. When I got into the rubber and cockring I was feeling quite horny, so supplemented the lube with some 'personal lube' of my own :)
Little did I know that would be the last time I'd get to cum for a while, since now I'm locked in a chastity device for a few days under instruction (see previous post).
I like to give subtle hints at the rubber. Usually I do that by wearing a cycle top with a zip at the neck, and through the evening lower the zip a bit to show some of the rubber under. However, yesterday I wore a sleeveless teeshirt which fully covered the rubber at the neck but the arms are quite open so if you should look under my arm you'd see a flash of rubber :)
Under the shorts I was wearing a locking cockring which kept everything snug and tight down there, along with lots of lube. When I got into the rubber and cockring I was feeling quite horny, so supplemented the lube with some 'personal lube' of my own :)
Little did I know that would be the last time I'd get to cum for a while, since now I'm locked in a chastity device for a few days under instruction (see previous post).
Punishment lockup
I had been told by the lady from Sunday that I should keep my blog up to date, specifically regarding my visits with her.
Since I had not posted my last visit in a reasonable time, she has decided I should spend the next 2 days locked in a chastity device as punishment.
I happened to be quite horny and playing with my cock at the time when I got that message, which was then a struggle to get the cage on and a horny frustration not to be able to finish off what I started. But it's all good training at spending more time locked up in frustration without satisfaction.
I have today off work then tomorrow in work, both securely locked up, and will spend much of the time thinking of she who instructed it.
Since I had not posted my last visit in a reasonable time, she has decided I should spend the next 2 days locked in a chastity device as punishment.
I happened to be quite horny and playing with my cock at the time when I got that message, which was then a struggle to get the cage on and a horny frustration not to be able to finish off what I started. But it's all good training at spending more time locked up in frustration without satisfaction.
I have today off work then tomorrow in work, both securely locked up, and will spend much of the time thinking of she who instructed it.
Clung film
On Sunday I met up with the lovely lady from a few weeks ago. She had me in a very pleasant hour with my hands cling-filmed together, a cling-film gag in my mouth and a cling-film blindfold on me. We had a nice chat then, although all I could do was grunt and nod.
Sunday 16 June 2013
Rain!
I had an odd experience...
I was out shopping on Saturday, wearing shorts (knee length cotton, not jog or cycle) and a teeshirt when it started to rain. But instead of diving for cover, I just let myself be rained on. I found it quite liberating, quite nice. I began to question why I always try to avoid the rain.
At times I would walk a long route from shop to shop so I could get rained on more. At one point I was speaking to a shop assistant when I saw it started raining really heavily, and I wanted to get out quickly so I could experience it.
After a while the coldness of the rain got to me, and I thought I should try to cover. But I think if it had been a warm summer shower it would have been fine to stay out in, very pleasant.
I can see if you're on your way somewhere and you're getting wet then that can be a problem for the rest of the day, but if you're on your way home and you can change into dry stuff when you get there, why worry about the rain why not just take it in and enjoy it?
Perhaps the British weather has something going for it after all...
I was out shopping on Saturday, wearing shorts (knee length cotton, not jog or cycle) and a teeshirt when it started to rain. But instead of diving for cover, I just let myself be rained on. I found it quite liberating, quite nice. I began to question why I always try to avoid the rain.
At times I would walk a long route from shop to shop so I could get rained on more. At one point I was speaking to a shop assistant when I saw it started raining really heavily, and I wanted to get out quickly so I could experience it.
After a while the coldness of the rain got to me, and I thought I should try to cover. But I think if it had been a warm summer shower it would have been fine to stay out in, very pleasant.
I can see if you're on your way somewhere and you're getting wet then that can be a problem for the rest of the day, but if you're on your way home and you can change into dry stuff when you get there, why worry about the rain why not just take it in and enjoy it?
Perhaps the British weather has something going for it after all...
Lycra worn
Today I went to a photo shoot where a friend was taking pics of myself and friends in a photo studio and (as previously posted) agreed with another friend to wear lycra gear on the way there and back (train journey). It's not something I often do and I feel very self-conscious when I do it. The plan was to wear cycle shorts on the way out and a one-piece cycle skinsuit on the way back.
When I checked outside this morning there was quite a cold wind blowing, so I decided to pull out of the plan and wear tracksuit bottoms instead. However, by the time I got to the train I realised it wasn't as cold as when I'd previously checked, then I regretted not wearing the shorts. So I went into the toilet on the train and changed into cycle shorts. I was also wearing a long vest style top and sometimes a jacket. I did get an odd look from one guy on the train but no comment.
I met with the friends (no comment on my attire) and we had a pub lunch. I felt very odd wearing the shorts and tee around the pub but nothing interesting happened as a result.
The photo shoot was fun, lots of posing in zentai then being told to move an arm or let a little by the photographer until he got the perfect picture, perfectly lit.
By the time we'd finished it had turned sunny outside so I pulled on my skinsuit and wore it back to the train and for the whole journey. I put the jacket on for the walk home, though it wasn't zipped up. As I walked home like that someone shouted something out of a car as it zoomed past, no idea what, I only got a burst of noise, but that's the sort of thing which happens regardless of what I'm wearing. I laughed at the time (which I could have heard what they said) it didn't worry me.
It's very rare for me to wear cycle shorts out, more rare to wear a skinsuit, so the whole day was most unusual, but good fun and it's encouraging to do more of it :)
When I checked outside this morning there was quite a cold wind blowing, so I decided to pull out of the plan and wear tracksuit bottoms instead. However, by the time I got to the train I realised it wasn't as cold as when I'd previously checked, then I regretted not wearing the shorts. So I went into the toilet on the train and changed into cycle shorts. I was also wearing a long vest style top and sometimes a jacket. I did get an odd look from one guy on the train but no comment.
I met with the friends (no comment on my attire) and we had a pub lunch. I felt very odd wearing the shorts and tee around the pub but nothing interesting happened as a result.
The photo shoot was fun, lots of posing in zentai then being told to move an arm or let a little by the photographer until he got the perfect picture, perfectly lit.
By the time we'd finished it had turned sunny outside so I pulled on my skinsuit and wore it back to the train and for the whole journey. I put the jacket on for the walk home, though it wasn't zipped up. As I walked home like that someone shouted something out of a car as it zoomed past, no idea what, I only got a burst of noise, but that's the sort of thing which happens regardless of what I'm wearing. I laughed at the time (which I could have heard what they said) it didn't worry me.
It's very rare for me to wear cycle shorts out, more rare to wear a skinsuit, so the whole day was most unusual, but good fun and it's encouraging to do more of it :)
Lycra wear
Tomorrow I'm going to a 'zentai photo shoot' - someone's booked space in a proper photographic studio and I'm going along with others to get pics taken, all of us in zentai, should be fun.
I've been discussing this with a friend, specifically the journey to and from the studio which is in London (an hour's train journey from me). He's keen to encourage me to wear Lycra gear, which is always a good thing although it scares me a bit.
The negotiated settlement is that I'll wear cycle shorts and teeshirt on the way out to shoot, then just a skinsuit (one-piece lycra cycyle suit) on the way back. Sounds horny, hope I have the nerve to follow through... assisted by not taking any 'back up' clothing with me (although that's dependent on weather).
I shall report back on how it goes...
I've been discussing this with a friend, specifically the journey to and from the studio which is in London (an hour's train journey from me). He's keen to encourage me to wear Lycra gear, which is always a good thing although it scares me a bit.
The negotiated settlement is that I'll wear cycle shorts and teeshirt on the way out to shoot, then just a skinsuit (one-piece lycra cycyle suit) on the way back. Sounds horny, hope I have the nerve to follow through... assisted by not taking any 'back up' clothing with me (although that's dependent on weather).
I shall report back on how it goes...
Friday 14 June 2013
Munching in cb
Yesterday since it was the munch in the evening, I decided to spend all day locked in a cb. I was planning on my smaller steelheart but couldn't get the cockring on in the morning (usually okay but occasionaly doesn't want to go) so I wore my larger steelheart all day in work. Then in the evening I wore a red rubber teeshirt under a blue nylon cycle top and of course still the cb. I unlocked it at about 4am.
Wednesday 12 June 2013
24 hours in chastity
I spent yesterday at work still locked in the small steel chastity device from the night before. It does feel small enough to be able to hide quite well, so doesn't cause any problems at work except that the back ring needs regular lubing. And that occasionally my mind wanders and I get hard in the office!
I came home to read a message that the lady who had told me to lock up had had a family emergency and would not be on line for a while. I wondered what to do about being locked, but thought that she would not be likely to have been wanting me locked indefinitely (we had not got as far as negotiating that sort of thing) and that 24 hours would be a good time... so I stayed locked for the evening but at midnight unlocked and had a hot messy cum.
I'm going to a munch tomorrow so will slip into some rubber for that... possibly my pink neck entry shortie suit which I've not worn in a while, and will consider what other bits to add to make the evening more interesting :)
I came home to read a message that the lady who had told me to lock up had had a family emergency and would not be on line for a while. I wondered what to do about being locked, but thought that she would not be likely to have been wanting me locked indefinitely (we had not got as far as negotiating that sort of thing) and that 24 hours would be a good time... so I stayed locked for the evening but at midnight unlocked and had a hot messy cum.
I'm going to a munch tomorrow so will slip into some rubber for that... possibly my pink neck entry shortie suit which I've not worn in a while, and will consider what other bits to add to make the evening more interesting :)
Tuesday 11 June 2013
Waking up in steel
I woke up with my cock throbbing inside a small steel tube. I've done that often before, but it's different when it's been ordered and I know I don't have the option of just unlocking and jerking off (I have keys but told not to use them).
I never sleep too well locked in a chastity device, it wasn't too bad this time, woke briefly at about 3am then again at about 6am where I don't think I got to sleep again before getting up at 8am for work.
I'm wearing a very small steel tube (tight little steelheart) which has the benefit of being relatively unnoticable under my work suit (compared to some larger devices) but the drawback/benefit/drawback of keeping my cock tightly hugged by steel all the time, which is keeping me horny all the time...
I never sleep too well locked in a chastity device, it wasn't too bad this time, woke briefly at about 3am then again at about 6am where I don't think I got to sleep again before getting up at 8am for work.
I'm wearing a very small steel tube (tight little steelheart) which has the benefit of being relatively unnoticable under my work suit (compared to some larger devices) but the drawback/benefit/drawback of keeping my cock tightly hugged by steel all the time, which is keeping me horny all the time...
Monday 10 June 2013
But why ownership?
The lady asked why I wanted her to own me.
I said, "Miss, I would like you to own me because I believe you can make me a better submissive than I can on my own, and that you will look after me as your property better than I look after myself, and in doing so I hope to bring you whatever pleasures you desire from me."
She then told me to lock my cock up in a steel chastity device for a day.
I said, "Miss, I would like you to own me because I believe you can make me a better submissive than I can on my own, and that you will look after me as your property better than I look after myself, and in doing so I hope to bring you whatever pleasures you desire from me."
She then told me to lock my cock up in a steel chastity device for a day.
Ownership
Currently still edging myself while my balls are squeezed by a stretcher, feeling very horny but as yet not allowed to cum, just to get tantalisingly close.
The lovely lady from Sunday said that she would take ownership of me if I was able to cum that day. I failed to cum and failed the task set in the evening, so I'm hoping if I perform well on her latest task she will reconsider taking ownership of me - so there's a lot riding on my ability to stop myself from cumming!
The lovely lady from Sunday said that she would take ownership of me if I was able to cum that day. I failed to cum and failed the task set in the evening, so I'm hoping if I perform well on her latest task she will reconsider taking ownership of me - so there's a lot riding on my ability to stop myself from cumming!
...with ketchup as lube...
On Sunday I met up with the lovely lady who tied me up at the club on Friday.
After chatting a while, she had me strip naked and then blindfolded me and restrained my hands behind me. She teased me in many ways, including putting her fingers in my mouth and gently touching my cock until it was hard. She told me to cum but at the time my cock wasn't touching anything so I found it impossible. She told me to come up with other ways I could cum, but rejected my humping the furniture. She told me to shout out to other people in the house to ask them to help me cum. I know some came to see what was happening and declined my invitation, but I don't know how many people were watching me. She then offered me a cheeseburger, suggesting my only opportunity to cum was into the burger. Even with ketchup as lube I couldn't manage it, but still had to eat the burger.
Once I got home she instructed me that if I was going to cum, I should record it on camera and I should cum every 20 minutes. The first cum was quite easy (no surprise!) but it took me an hour before I could cum a second time. We both agreed that I failed that task.
My punishment is that I am currently wearing a ball stretcher and edging myself (I've not cum since the videoed ones) and must do so for the next hour... I don't know what will happen then...
Saturday 8 June 2013
Rattling jewellery while clubbing
I went to a local fetish club last night, PlaySpace. I wore a little black rubber minidress (quite like the exposure!) and was originally planning on wearing steelheart chastity device but decided it might be more interesting to wear some weights dangling from cock jewellery. They rattle nicely and the length of the minidress means only the weights were visible.
Was a nice mellow uneventful evening, until a nice young lady tied me up in order to get a better look at my weights and piercings :)
In the hotel in the morning I took advantage of my choice not to go locked in cb!
I knew it would be sunny in the morning so packed some appropriate clothes. So on the journey back from hotel via train to home I was wearing little jogging shorts, sleeveless teeshirt and the platform boots I wore at the club (too big to put in bag). Checking myself in the mirror I realised the shorts were rather shorter and rather tighter than I'd anticipated, and looked quite odd with big chunky boots, but despite that I wore it all for the journey, feeling fairly self-conscious.
Fairly dazed today - late night and slept irregularly, been catching more sleep through the day - though did go out earlier wearing sleeveless top, cycle shorts and rubber shoes (all from Decathlon) which was hot. I shall go out shopping briefly tomorrow, probably in similar gear tho less substantial top.
Was a nice mellow uneventful evening, until a nice young lady tied me up in order to get a better look at my weights and piercings :)
In the hotel in the morning I took advantage of my choice not to go locked in cb!
I knew it would be sunny in the morning so packed some appropriate clothes. So on the journey back from hotel via train to home I was wearing little jogging shorts, sleeveless teeshirt and the platform boots I wore at the club (too big to put in bag). Checking myself in the mirror I realised the shorts were rather shorter and rather tighter than I'd anticipated, and looked quite odd with big chunky boots, but despite that I wore it all for the journey, feeling fairly self-conscious.
Fairly dazed today - late night and slept irregularly, been catching more sleep through the day - though did go out earlier wearing sleeveless top, cycle shorts and rubber shoes (all from Decathlon) which was hot. I shall go out shopping briefly tomorrow, probably in similar gear tho less substantial top.
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