Cumming away from home

Mistress decided that I should cum twice a day, but they had to be in public (ie not in my house). I worked out I'd need to cum once in work and once in a public toilet somewhere in the evening.

I'd done both of these before but not very often. I get quite nervous about cumming in work - not quite sure how anyone could find out but it's always a worry. Cumming in public toilets I've done several times but usually daytime, this would be evening.

I have a block of public toilets near me. They're self cleaning, no attendant you just pay money to go in then after you leave they wash themselves out. I've used them for things like this before, but didn't want to do the same thing every night so considered some toilets in a nearby shopping centre.

The first cum in work was the first after a week of not being allowed to cum, and some of it not allowed to touch at all, so that was quite messy. I was worried that I'd shoot against the wall of the work toilets and have to clean it up, but managed to catch it in hand and clean up okay.

The first night I went to public toilets, the first one I tried had no light so moved on to the second which I think had no running water (they used to be much better maintained). I had gone out looking like I was jogging, so stripped down to cum and take video:

http://www.xtube.com/video-watch/Mortice-public-cum-1-27980501

After the second one in work, in the evening I jogged out to the shopping centre (1.5km) and went into the toilets there. I wore a blindfold while jerking off. It was very strange hearing people around me being very normal while I was being so rude, seeing nothing but having to believe there was still a door and walls between us.

http://www.xtube.com/video-watch/Mortice-public-cum-2-27987611

I started feeling a strange sense that the cumming was quite mentally intense - not pleasant and getting less so, both the work and the public toilet cums. I spoke to Mistress about this and we agreed that I would only have to do one more day of it, but by way of punishment both times I would have to eat my cum!

So I cum in work and ate it, which was of course horrible but I do feel it's a very submissive act, a strong reminder that I'm doing it for my Mistress's enjoyment.

Then went back to the local public toilets, videoed cumming and eating it. I deliberately didn't take any water with me, so I would have the taste of the cum in my mouth until I got home.

http://www.xtube.com/video-watch/Mortice-public-cum-3-27993271

What I didn't appreciate was that occupation of the automatic toilet was time limited. After about 10 minutes I saw a light flashing on the wall. But a few minutes later, just after I'd stopped recording, a very loud alarm sounded! I panicked, pulled clothes back on, threw everything into my bag and ran out, half expecting police to be raiding. Outside I noticed that the alarm was only sounding inside the cubicle, so outside fairly quiet, and it shut off shortly after I left (probably triggered by opening the door) so it was there only to scare people away (and stop them falling asleep).

It was quite a pleasure not to have to cum the next day! I'm still not quite sure why but found the prolonged control (daytime and evening) quite stressful and not nearly as fun as I'd have expected.

Holiday!

I went on holiday to meet Mistress Sarina. She had me wearing legging on the plane on the way there:

Then we got up to lots of fun including her sealing me into a sleepsack and rope bondage:

Then teasing me but not letting me cum:

She had me dress in a Lycra shortie suit with holes in the sides and denim-style Lycra leggings, with a shirt over but I occasionally had to open the shirt to flash the holes:

And going up a tower (tourist spot) and when all the other tourists had gone away, she made me  strip down to the skimpy gear which got me quite horny with no way to hide it:

She put me into a corset, then after a few hours (including going out for a meal) she took it off to admire the markings it left:

We did lots of other things, including her feeding me breakfast and my licking some of it from her toes.

When I flew home, she decided I should only wear Lycra clothes for the journey:

Free orgasm

On Saturday I started the day with a jog which turned out to be nearly my longest ever run, only the 3rd time I've exceeded 5km.

Then later I wore some Lycra leggings when I went out shopping (not ordered but nice to do anyway) and took a video, you can see here:

http://www.xtube.com/video-watch/Lycra-gear-in-public-27892151

I've managed to find corners of the town that are still populated but not many people walk past, so it's nice for doing that sort of video (far from private!) Cold day so the jacket was needed most of the time, and just as well as it made me less self-conscious about wearing Lycra out.

On Sunday, Mistress allowed me to cum twice - no time limit or restriction, just whenever I wanted to. It was great being able to cum on my own schedule, and to edge myself for a while until I felt like cumming. However, there was a definite feeling that I was missing something out (especially the second time) that it would have been a better experience if I'd had some sort of restriction - time limit, use of toys etc. Perhaps I might even have preferred to be ordered to ruin rather than being allowed free use of my own cock! It's experiences like this that make me realise I'm adapting to the submissive life very well, and that restriction, control and denial are the right way to be.

Yesterday Mistress instructed me to keep myself aroused while she was away (for about an hour). When she returned, we chatted a while and she watched on camera as I kept myself hard (or at least semi). Then she said that I had 45 seconds in which to cum! Somehow I managed to do it, probably only because I'd been so hard beforehand, but it was much more a cum of service than of pleasure.

Lots of ruins

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