Intro

This is a continuation of the 'blog' on the page at: Controlling_mortice.

Wednesday 29 January 2014

Plugging

Hazel has left me unrestricted for the week, so I've imposed my own restriction.

I'm not touching my cock sexually unless I'm buttplugged.

Doing this from Monday through to Sunday (when I next see Hazel). And expecting then she'll leave me locked in cb until the club we're going to the following Friday!

Last night I was plugged in bed, and slept that way for several hours.

Tuesday 21 January 2014

Remaining tasks completed

On Thursday I had to complete the next part of my instructions from Hazel.

First was to cum in 30 seconds. I tried, knowing it to be near-impossible from a ‘standing start’, and failed. Then in the evening I went to a meeting wearing a rubber teeshirt and Lycra leggings under normal clothing. As ever, I felt a little self-conscious in a room of ‘normal’ people while feeling the cool rubber against my skin.

Friday I was instructed to put clothes pegs on myself and take a picture for Hazel – she said she enjoyed seeing all the pegs around my cock and balls. Then no underwear for the day in work.

I was due to meet friends for a drink that evening, but had to wear a Lycra unitard and a buttplug, and to apply some ‘deep heat’ cream. I don’t know if the intention was for the deep heat to be applied to the plug but I’ve never done that so instead used it on my balls, where it gave a gentle warming sensation for about 20 minutes – not as intense as I’d expected, which might have been the clothing/walking or just the quantity. The unitard meant I had to use the cubicle to use the toilet all evening. The plug reminded me of its presence all evening, until I got home and removed it at around midnight.

On Saturday we were due to meet some vanilla friends, but I thought I’d keep it interesting by wearing a cock cage and a chain around my neck locked with a padlock (out of sight) and give Hazel the keys. She had a week earlier put a padlock in my PA cock piercing so I had to use a large cock cage to accommodate it. Fortunately the friends didn’t spot the rather obvious bulge in my jeans or comment on the chain.

Saturday evening Hazel remove the cock cage and PA lock after some encouragement (she received an appropriate reward for that) but I didn’t ask her to remove the neck chain til Sunday evening.


Wednesday 15 January 2014

Wednesday's tasks completed

On Sunday I was set an assortment of tasks by Hazel. So far I’m half way through them.

Monday and Tuesday was ‘no touching’. Although I don’t touch my cock all the time, I notice it more when I’m not allowed to touch it, and it does twitch curiously when it’s not given attention.

Today (Wednesday) the first task was to cum in the shower. That was harder than I expected – think it’s more awkward trying to cum in situations I’m not used to, and the water’s quite distracting – but I managed it J

Then I had to cum at work. That’s always quite stressful, I went to the toilet and had to use hand cleaner as lube to tug away in the place that such things are not supposed to happen. I managed it (not very satisfying) and had to immediately flush it away. I returned to the office, hopefully not looking too guilty. My instructions were to record it on my phone but couldn’t see any way to control the cum (try to flush it fast to avoid smell) and hold camera at the same time.

Next, in the evening I put on a red zentai, padlocked chain from neck to radiator, padlocked chain from ankle to radiator, handcuffs, TENS pads on arse, blindfold under zentai and zentai zips padlocked together. There was a timer counting down 20 minutes, which of course I couldn’t see, while I tweaked the settings on the TENS machine.

So I lay there for 20 minutes, feeling a constant zapping from the machine and once I got used to it I upped the power or changed the setting. Laying there in the dark, wondering how long to go, feeling the restriction of chains and cuffs. Several times I thought ‘probably been about long enough now’. Eventually, I heard the beep of my timer.

The next part of the task required that I turn off the TENS and remove the handcuffs, so I had to grope around for the keys. Then I unzipped the arse zip of my zentai and got my dildo out. My original plan was to put on a rubber glove (surgical style) but it turns out that’s nearly impossible if you can’t see anything and you’re already wearing cotton/Lycra zentai gloves as you can’t see or feel which way around the glove goes. So I had to lube up my zentai hand and use it to lube my arse and dildo. Then, in line with instructions, I fucked myself with it. When I’d had enough, I unlocked all of the locks while blinded, the last one being the lock on my zentai enabling me to remove the blindfold.

As if all that wasn’t enough, my next task was to go to a nearby public toilet and have a ruined orgasm. I was to wear only thong leotard, shorts and coat (and presumably footwear). The weather here recently has been cold, wet and occasionally raining so shorts would seem a little odd. However, I decided (not necessarily a good idea!) to wear cycle shorts, as they were more kinky, not really any shorter than normal shorts and I have some thick cotton ones which would be fairly warm. And I wore some nearly-knee-high platform boots to cover more leg. Meanwhile the thong of the leotard was cutting high into my arse.

I set out, feeling very self-conscious in bad drizzly weather wearing tight shorts, my pale knees being very visible in the dark to anyone looking. I took a long way around to the toilets to avoid some of the more public areas. At one point a car beeped its horn, I don’t know if that was aimed at me but it could well have been since I must have looked quite strange. As I approached them I noticed someone just behind me walking the same way, I did wonder if he was doing the same thing but he walked past.

I got into the toilet cubicle and stripped down. I tried to wear just the thong leotard but the floor was so cold and wet I had to put the boots back on. I started playing with my cock, thinking about the fact that I’d have to go home feeling the same self-consciousness as I had nothing with me to cover myself other than the cycle shorts. After about 10 minutes I blew my load, limiting the contact so ruining the orgasm as it dripped from my cock. My instruction was to roll on the floor in the cum but the room was too small and the floor too cold to be able to do that, so instead I picked it up and smeared it on my leotard, achieving the same thing.

I tidied up, dressed and left. Once again, after cumming I felt more confident and less concerned about being spotted in shorts, although I still went home the long way avoiding the public. Once home, as instructed, I showered in leotard, sometimes running the water quite cold, and stripped it off.


That was a fairly busy day of instructions, I’m please I have a relatively easy time for the rest of the week (although Friday involves going out buttplugged which can be scary).

Sunday 12 January 2014

More instructions

I’m due to meet Hazel next weekend. I suggested she send me some instruction for me from Wednesday until I see her, and she responded with:

What about Monday and Tuesday? I think no touching from midnight Sunday til Wednesday morning when you wank once in the shower and watch as it washes away down the plughole, then at lunch time you are to cum at work and film it on your phone.

Well Wednesday evening can be spent in zentai suit, cuffs, tens unit and chained to the radiator for at least 20 minutes. When the timer beeps you are to use a small vibe or dildo to fuck yourself in the arse. Then once done you can wear your skimpy Thong leotard, shorts and coat then go to a local public toilet and ruin your orgasm at least once letting drop it to the floor then roll around on the floor in your cum then come home to have a cold shower rubbing your face in your spoiled leotard as you rinse it in the shower with you.

Thursday morning you can cum once but you only have 30 seconds in which to do it and at night when you go out methinks you can have ball stretcher under leggings and rubber vest under your top. On the way out you are not give eye contact unless spoken to and keep your hands in your pockets while walking.

Friday, no touching. Morning you can put 20 pegs on body where ever you think would please me and send a picture to me and then at work you are to wear no underwear. Friday night you are to wear your unitard at the pub with a butt plug with application of deep heat - should keep you amused.


This is the modified list, we renegotiated a few things, such as I was originally to spend an hour chained to a radiator on Wednesday night. It's still a fairly scary list of instructions, but I'll do my best to comply.

Thursday 2 January 2014

4 day lockup

Hazel and I have been having a fun and social and kinky few weeks over the holidays. I mostly kept Hazel chained to the radiator when she was not in use, and when away from me spent a few days wearing chains padlocked around her neck and waist.

We were due to the very un-kinky task of visiting my parents for a few days, so I suggested making it a little more ‘interesting’ by keeping me locked in my small chastity device while there. That would be from 28th to 30th December, so I suggested she keep me in until ‘next year’, which would be 4 days locked, one more than the last lockup she had me in.

She agreed to all that, but decided on the day before lockup I should only have ruined orgasms. This added a little frustration to the experience, but a little extra thrill too.

I locked up and remained that way during the parental visit (uneventful except for getting horny overnight) and for the next day with Hazel, when I was still expected to keep her satisfied. On the morning of New Year’s Eve she used my Kitchen Safe to secure the cb keys for another 24 hours to bring my lockup to 4 days, plus an extra hour just for luck.

Kitchen Safe is a product I came across recently, which is a ‘cookie jar’ type box with a time controlled lock. Once the time is set and the box closed, it will only open once the time has passed. Designed for sweets and cigarettes but ideal for bondage and chastity games – see http://www.thekitchensafe.com/


On New Year’s Day the safe opened and I was able to retrieve my keys. It was good to finally unlock although I wasn’t as ‘on edge’ as I expected, perhaps due to suffering with a cold at the same time. I cum 4 times that day, although curiously none were very powerfully orgasmic.