Intro

This is a continuation of the 'blog' on the page at: Controlling_mortice.

Wednesday 31 December 2014

Sunday 7 December 2014

Freeee

Friday night I went to a fetish club, wearing a (rather too small for me) little black rubber dress, only just covering my locked up cock and steel butt plug, although didn’t really get any comments about either. At the end of the night my friend returned my cb key, after a little teasing with giving it to someone else.

In the hotel later I got to unlock my cock, which got to see light for the first time in 8 days! But, too drunk and tired, I didn’t do anything with it (except a long awaited cleaning!) and fell asleep. In the morning I felt the joy of being able to get hard without hitting steel! I played a little, which was a great pleasure, but didn’t take it too far.

On my journey home on the train, I wore some cycle bib tights/leggings which are fleecy so quite warm, but also quite tight. So an onlooker would have seen me in big warm jacket, chunky steel heeled NewRock boots and tight leggings with blue stitched patterns down the legs – quite a weird look! I was very self-conscious about it on the train but resisted the temptation to cover up, then went supermarket shopping on the way home with them still exposed. I find it a hot kink to push the consideration of ‘normal’ wear with things like that.

Not sure it's entirely clear from this photo what I was wearing:



I got home in time for my appointment with Mistress Nicole on an online chat. She showed me some pictures of celebrities and took me through a story of their being dominatrixes keeping guys like me locked in chastity. She directed my cock play during that, and eventually let me cum for the first time in 8 days!

Orgasm is a strange animal for me, there’s many characteristics that can affect the quality of sensation that come from it and I often have no idea how one’s going to turn out. Duration since last cum is one of the factors, but it doesn’t always mean longer is better. In this case, I shot out probably the largest glob of cum that I’ve ever shot, it was all over the place! And making that was a hot experience, but not the best orgasm. I don’t know how that is for others, I sometimes find the second cum after a while without is better – perhaps the first takes the immediate pressure and the second is more relaxed. This is perhaps one reason why I’m not that into excessively long term lockups with occasional cum.

I played (and cum!) a few times later on too. I found that my cock skin was getting red and sore and dry and sensitive, particularly around the head but along shaft too – I think due to the long lockup, not due to the activities that when on after release! I guess it’s a consequence of having a device that’s just a steel tube with a hole at the tip, no ventilation and no soaking it (although I did flush it through with soapy water quite a bit). It seems like going longer with the same device would be a bad idea, so perhaps I should look at the more cage style devices which are more exposing (but I think for me easier to ‘cheat’ in, if I should want to).


So all quite a hot experience, not one I’d like to do all the time but great as an occasional thing. It would be as well done with the same sense of control being taken from me, but using something more symbolic like a padlock through piercing or a fairly open cb rather than the one I used.

Friday 5 December 2014

Day 8

Pleased I survived this long – not been locked this long before, don’t seem to have any sores I’m aware of (was doing a lot of lubing in problem spots). I awoke this morning at about 4am and had difficulty getting back to sleep due to my horniness and hardness.


Looking forward to getting free of tube this evening! But even when unlocked, I’ve said I won’t cum until Saturday when chatting online to Mistress Nicole, which may make for a frustrating night even if it’s not disturbed by cock cage.

Verification pic - for an explanation of this, see Day 1


Thursday 4 December 2014

Day 7

I got curious horny pangs in work today, most inappropriate, but think it's my cock complaining at not having had any action for a week!

I think I've now just about passed the point of my previous longest lockup, which was 6 days. And still alive!

Verification pic - for an explanation of this, see Day 1


Wednesday 3 December 2014

Day 6

Surviving... find it curious that I've had many more problems in the past with sleep disturbance than I've had this time, although keeping a good level of horniness and frustration pretty much all the time. In another few days I'll be freeeeeee!


Verification pic - for an explanation of this, see Day 1


Tuesday 2 December 2014

Day 5

Coping okay, keeping quite horny!


Even though the cb is there to prevent me playing with my cock, being under ‘no touch’ orders is a lot easier to deal with because it doesn’t have the physical problems related to a solid device, like sleep challenges and hiding bulge (both of which have been okay so far but have the potential to be problematic). On the other hand, swelling in hard steel is quite a nice feeling! Perhaps the ideal ‘control’ would be variety – some time locked, some time on “no touch” and some time on “play but don’t cum” (and a little time on ‘none of the above’!)

Verification pic - for an explanation of this, see Day 1


Monday 1 December 2014

Day 4

Still locked up (of course), keeping me horny but no real problems otherwise. I’ve not had any particularly bad time sleeping so far, I woke this morning with a big swelling in a small tube, but that was not long before I’d have had to get up anyway.

I had planned to unlock and make use of my freed cock on Friday evening (after the club at which I’m meeting the keyholder) but I was chatting online to Mistress Nicole who said that if I can hold off til Saturday morning we can have a ‘teasing session’ through online chat, which might be quite fun if I’ve not cum for a week!


So we agreed that I can unlock Friday and touch and edge, but not cum until our chat Saturday morning. I’ve not cum since Thursday evening so that will be 8 ½ days!

Verification pic - for an explanation of this, see Day 1