Raised £62!

I totalled up the money I spent on hiring back my cock that I donated to charity, and after 2 weeks it came to £62 - didn't expect it would be that much!

That was based on rules specified on http://wiki.mortice.org/index.php/Charity_cock_ownership

It was an interesting exercise (if more expensive than I expected) which I don't think I'd want to do all the time but perhaps should do one week a month or something. It makes you think about what you're doing, and I expect for the next week or so I'll keep thinking about the payment whenever I touch cock even though I'm free of it now.

In other news... uploaded a few new pics to my website, now exceed 3000 pics!

Munch in catsuit

Yesterday I met up with a friend, which involved walking around Decathlon sports store while I was wearing short little jog shorts and vest top, and underneath was small cb with spiked cockring and PA lock. Quite fun, I keep thinking I should get out in skimpy gear like that more often.

Then in the evening I was at the Reading Munch, in a rubber catsuit (short arms, long legs) with the same cb and a buttplug underneath (though the plug didn't last for the evening).

Tomorrow is the end of my 2 weeks of 'wanking for charity', and think I'll have raised about £50 for cancer research - didn't know I had such an expensive hobby!

On a train in short shorts

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A Walk in the Park

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Raised £29

I've been doing this 'donate cock to charity' thing for 6 days now, and already raised £29! It could turn out to be quite an expensive experience (albeit for a good cause). I'm going to spend this evening in chastity (small steelheart with spiked cockring I think) which will stop me from spending any more money!

Last night I was chatting to a friend online while we were both wanking. I asked him if I could cum and he said no, which made me harder. He instructed me to put on a big steel cockring and a spiked cockring, then said I could cum. I managed it but it was a painful experience so not very satisfying.

I recently got a black pvc-coated steel collar from http://www.wyredslave.com/pvc.html - very nice and just the right size at 17", although the lock mechanism is quite chunky so I couldn't wear it with a teeshirt without the lock at the back of my neck being obvious. So good for either a collared shirt or making a 'feature' of the lock barrel and putting it at the front. Nice though, feels very secure.

Rich charity

Think my chosen charity (Orchid) is going to get rich from me due to my 'pay to play' system - I have to donate £8 to them already and it's not yet 24 hours since I started this system!

It's going to be an expensive few weeks...

I got my cock back

Last night at 9pm I finally got to the end of my 7 days of not touching cock, and had a damn good play with it :)

Actually found, as I have at other times after a while of abstinence, that I don't cum quick and fast when I start playing again. I took my time with it, and eventually cum a big volume and felt good though not as 'mind-shattering' as you might think after a while without.

Nice to get back to normal operation now (until next restriction!)

Milking

Having not cum for 6 days, yesterday I thought it might be a good opportunity to try prostate milking. Not something I've ever tried, but very rarely have more than a day or two of cum to milk out!

So I tried with a rubber dildo and a steel 'prostate massager' buttplug. I did get some nice sensations at times and could feel it doing something, and I did get very clear precum dripping out, but no cum after about 15 mins.

I guess I'll have to extract the cum from my balls using the more fun method :)

Giving it to charity

I've decided that, for 2 weeks, I will follow this plan: http://wiki.mortice.org/index.php/Charity_cock_ownership

Essentially that means paying £1 to charity each time I cum (and other activities). The charity will be Orchid (http://www.orchid-cancer.org.uk/) a charity which helps fight testicular cancer (seems appropriate). I'll add up the figures and make them a donation at the end.

I will try to think of it (not sure if this will work) as them owning my cock and me renting it back and having to pay for it.

I suspect I will raise an embarrassingly large sum!

Frustration

I've not cum for 5 days now... looking forward to 9pm Wednesday when I would have unlocked cb if I'd been able to keep it on, so that's when I'll next play and cum.

I don't think I've been in a 'no touching' period for this long for ages (have done before occasionally). It's frustrating in a sense, but not in a way that gets worse as time goes on. I can imagine the last few hours before 9pm will be most frustrating, but I wouldn't say I feel worse now than I did the day after.

It does illustrate how much I usually touch cock (especially when waking up hard!) often leading to cumming, all of which I've had to stay away from.

Cockrings and charity

Finding it fairly frustrating being under 'no touch' orders, but I guess it will do me some good. I do seem to be more horny when out of cb and under 'no touch' than when I was locked which surprises me, but I guess it's been longer since I cum and having cock inside cb it doesn't get the minor touches from fabric that an unrestrained one does.

I wore rubber shorts when I was out last night, and am currently in a locking cockring which I'll keep locked on until Sunday evening, just to further frustrate myself while

I came up with this rather odd idea...
http://wiki.mortice.org/index.php/Charity_cock_ownership

...and out of cb

I managed okay wearing cb to work yesterday. I sometimes had to be careful how I sat down, since if the PA lock gets pushed it can be painful. I was getting 'ball burn' (random sore sensations from underside of balls, cured by rearranging skin and adding lube). Both nights of sleeping were disturbed by cb, the sort of effect that I hear goes away over time but difficult to cope with.

This morning I was finding the sensation from bumping the PA lock was more acute (may have been related to different choice of underwear) and was concerned that I wouldn't be able to sit comfortably at all at work. I decided the situation wasn't workable, so unlocked the device entirely.

By way of 'punishment' I will behave as though I still had cb locked on until the time when I would have unlocked it, so no touching my cock at all until Wednesday 9pm - that's going to be difficult and very frustrating!

I'm going to make enquiries about the problems I'm having, since I can't be the only one with them. Primarily there are 3 issues:

• The cockring is the right size for me, and the old (wider) steelheart tube was big enough that the ball trap gap was tight enough that it kept my balls from slipping through quite effectively. The new tube is narrower (which I really like) but a side-effect is that the ball gap is lots bigger and my balls slip through. I don't want a tighter cockring, I just want that gap to be filled with something. This must be a standard problem with a standard solution - an oval ring or a blob on the bottom of the tube to fill the gap. I've used 'polymorph' mouldable plastic stuff but I suspect it's causing some of the ball burn problem
• The PA lock is prone to pinching and being painful when knocked. I have partly cured the pinching problem by buying a 7mm cable grommet from ebay which stops skin getting trapped between the pa bar and the hole. So the main problem is a need to sit down carefully so the PA lock doesn't get bumped. And once I unlocked I found some redness around the head, so would need to do something to sort that out (not even sure of the cause, probably lots of pulling around)
• I have on previous devices developed a sore most of the way down the underside of my cock, where it's pushed against the bottom of the ring. I wore this one for 2 days before, and didn't see that sore when I removed it but found it a few days later - always possible caused by something else, not sure. Not sure how best to address that, have considered regularly lubing the spot and putting something around the cb base to make it smoother (although already very smooth)

So it's 'back to the drawing board' to find a suitable comfortable secure long-term device.

Having said that, for a day or two the device I have is great - feels horny to wear and very secure. Just not so good for longer than that.

In cb for a week

I'm trying out my new cb, so have just (9pm) locked it on for a week.

This is a very small steelheart with the head of a 'Looker 3' (more holes) using an anatomical back ring but with an added lump of plastic to stop my balls from slipping through it (small tube means big ball gap). And using a PA lock with a rubber grommet to stop it from pinching.

This is the theory anyway... have developed sores wearing this sort of thing before and hoping not to this time. I'm going to try to unlock the back ring overnight but the device will still be secure with the PA lock in place (different keys).

I'll be keeping the keys with me all week, since I've no idea if pain will strike at some point. If I survive the week without any problems, there will be greater scope for 'losing' keys :)

Even if I develop a sore and have to remove device, I won't touch cock until the target unlock time which is 9pm next Wednesday 15th.

Out in shorts and cb

Yesterday I went out wearing very short little jog shorts and vest top, with spiked chastity device and buttplug on underneath. I sat in a park writing a porn story on my laptop for about an hour.

Then later on was out in shiny black cycle shorts and a sleeveless teeshirt with the same spiked chastity device underneath, only briefly out to a local shop.