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Friday night I went to a fetish club, wearing a (rather too small for me) little black rubber dress, only just covering my locked up cock and steel butt plug, although didn’t really get any comments about either. At the end of the night my friend returned my cb key, after a little teasing with giving it to someone else.

In the hotel later I got to unlock my cock, which got to see light for the first time in 8 days! But, too drunk and tired, I didn’t do anything with it (except a long awaited cleaning!) and fell asleep. In the morning I felt the joy of being able to get hard without hitting steel! I played a little, which was a great pleasure, but didn’t take it too far.

On my journey home on the train, I wore some cycle bib tights/leggings which are fleecy so quite warm, but also quite tight. So an onlooker would have seen me in big warm jacket, chunky steel heeled NewRock boots and tight leggings with blue stitched patterns down the legs – quite a weird look! I was very self-conscious about it on the train but resisted the temptation to cover up, then went supermarket shopping on the way home with them still exposed. I find it a hot kink to push the consideration of ‘normal’ wear with things like that.

Not sure it's entirely clear from this photo what I was wearing:

I got home in time for my appointment with Mistress Nicole on an online chat. She showed me some pictures of celebrities and took me through a story of their being dominatrixes keeping guys like me locked in chastity. She directed my cock play during that, and eventually let me cum for the first time in 8 days!

Orgasm is a strange animal for me, there’s many characteristics that can affect the quality of sensation that come from it and I often have no idea how one’s going to turn out. Duration since last cum is one of the factors, but it doesn’t always mean longer is better. In this case, I shot out probably the largest glob of cum that I’ve ever shot, it was all over the place! And making that was a hot experience, but not the best orgasm. I don’t know how that is for others, I sometimes find the second cum after a while without is better – perhaps the first takes the immediate pressure and the second is more relaxed. This is perhaps one reason why I’m not that into excessively long term lockups with occasional cum.

I played (and cum!) a few times later on too. I found that my cock skin was getting red and sore and dry and sensitive, particularly around the head but along shaft too – I think due to the long lockup, not due to the activities that when on after release! I guess it’s a consequence of having a device that’s just a steel tube with a hole at the tip, no ventilation and no soaking it (although I did flush it through with soapy water quite a bit). It seems like going longer with the same device would be a bad idea, so perhaps I should look at the more cage style devices which are more exposing (but I think for me easier to ‘cheat’ in, if I should want to).

So all quite a hot experience, not one I’d like to do all the time but great as an occasional thing. It would be as well done with the same sense of control being taken from me, but using something more symbolic like a padlock through piercing or a fairly open cb rather than the one I used.