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This is a continuation of the 'blog' on the page at: Controlling_mortice.

Sunday 6 October 2013

Clubbing and flogging

I didn't receive any orders for Thursday or Friday, but on Friday evening I met with Master and Mistress to go to a monthly local fetish club.

We had a meal together. At the end of the meal I was instructed to take some lube up to the restaurant toilets and use my phone to film myself cumming there. I felt fairly self-conscious trying to look innocent with a large bottle of lube in my pocket on the way to the toilet. I managed to cum over my leg but somehow got some on my teeshirt which I tried to clean but stayed damp for the rest of the evening. Link to film will be available when I upload it (xtube having problems).

We travelled together on the train. At one point, Mistress fixed me with her dominant stare and said, "Pet," (that's what they call me), "pets aren't allowed on the furniture!" So I took myself off the seat and sat down on the floor next to them. This was fairly embarassing, but also a huge turn-on. My feeling of knowing I'm doing something just so weird but my compulsion to obey being greater than my humiliation. The woman in the next seat stared at us.

In the hotel before the event they had me stand naked in front of an open window while Master beat me with a flogger. I've not been flogged 'properly' like that before, and didn't know what to expect. He started with a light warm up but moved on to what I would call 'fairly painful'. At one point when it was getting too much I called out and he eased off then stopped.

He left. Mistress kissed me and left.

I was left a bit dazed and confused. It was not a scene I'd done before and the flogging was harder than I'd taken. My head was in an odd state I didn't understand. Master came back a while later getting organised for going to club, but when he realised I was not okay we had a hug and a chat about it. He agreed he shouldn't have left me straight away after then scene and I don't think he appreciated I hadn't had an experience like that before.

I know he's a very responsible player usually, and that evening (I learned later) the flogging was just spontaneously decided before getting ready for going to club. It wasn't planned to leave me, he recognises it was the wrong thing to do and I know it won't happen again. It was done as a "get in, get beaten, get out" scene, which can be very hot but as a first time with impact play with someone who's not experienced, that really should have been a much more touchy feely "how's it going" scene.It was an odd experience. The flogging was painful, and for me (mostly) not an erotic pain, but in a way I'm glad I went though it. I know I could have safeworded and I chose not to - I made it through. It did however teach me that I don't want to do it again.

While not being a good experience, it was a valuable one and everyone involved learned from it.

I was locked into a chastity cage then put in rubber shorts and teeshirt under cotton clothes. We then went to the club.

Mistress slipped a collar onto me and told me to get naked (except for chastity cage) and get down on my knees like a puppy. Then she threw a squeaky toy and had me retrieve it. I spent about an hour playing as a puppy in the club, which was a lot of fun (not so erotic but quite fun). I was running around between people's legs, getting patted by strangers, lapping up beer from a dog bowl and spent a while in the 'doggy daycare' cage.

After that play I was allowed to socialise like a normal person. Afterwards I wondered about if we should have got into other play scenes, but I know that at the time I was feeling exhausted and needed a good chill out so it was just as well it wasn't suggested.

The next day we met up again for a meal and chat, and talked through the flogging scene again, then had a very pleasant afternoon of chilling out. Mistress returned the key to my chastity cage which she'd been keeping for me, and allowed me to use it later, which I did to great effect :-)

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